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I feel like I’ve given up the privilege of being in a relationship based on 1: the plethora of relationship related bad choices I’ve made all my life and (more importantly) 2: my apparent ambivalence to wanting to change those behaviors.  I just keep going ’round and ’round, doing the same things, NOT expecting a different result.  I generally can’t trust my feelings or my thoughts, so spending time resetting expectations feels like an exercise in futility.

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